My Antidepressant

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  • Love

    Sometimes I feel lucky, lucky that I get to experience love. Love is the culprit. The thief who manages to steal all my anxiety, depression and feelings of loneliness away. Love, in my eyes, is unparalleled… but with love, fear also seeps in. What is worse than fearing another heartbreak is fearing rejection. I guess…

  • What is loneliness?

    We all know the feeling of loneliness, whether it is for a couple of minutes, a year, the rest of a lifetime… But when do you feel the most lonely? Is it when no notifications have surfaced your phone for hours, feeling as though no one is thinking about you. Is it on your day…

  • Imperfections and then some

    It’s okay not to be in love with all aspects of yourself but take some time to recognize the parts of yourself that you are proud of. What makes the person I am? My italian dark circles under my eyes. My slightly crooked and overcrowded bottom teeth. My constantly messy room and all my car…

  • Depression is o-k-a-y.

    Nobody asks to be depressed. I try to my sense of it, over and over in my head. I think to myself that maybe this is part of God’s plan and there is a lesson to be learned. Other times I think why me, why do I have to feel this way and will I…

  • Forming Habits and Being a “Buzzer-Beater”

    Well, here I go again. I told myself I would write a blog post daily. I tried to make a commitment to myself, to “myantidepressant,” and to my handful of readers (if there even are any and if there are – thank you <3). The truth about forming habits: its hard. Some days you’re on…

  • What adds Value to a Life?

    Goes away to college – check. Joins a sorority – check. Joins other clubs to beef up the resume – check. Makes a ton of new friends – check. College first started off scary, as I felt like an out of place freshman with no friends but soon became this fun adventure. I felt like…